Before we loss Bean, I had always thought of myself as optimistic.  I felt no matter how hard life got. But leaving the hospital with no baby really left a hole. A hole that was felt everyday and in every aspect of my life.  I do miss that person.  However I’ve also accepted that it made be harder to see the light, but I have to keep trying.  #captureyourgrief #whathealsyourheart

Before we loss Bean, I had always thought of myself as optimistic. I felt no matter how hard life got. But leaving the hospital with no baby really left a hole. A hole that was felt everyday and in every aspect of my life. I do miss that person. However I’ve also accepted that it made be harder to see the light, but I have to keep trying. #captureyourgrief #whathealsyourheart

This year I am participating in #captureyourgrief It was quite dark when I got up, and I couldn’t get any pictures I really liked. However on my ride to work just a bit after sunrise I took this photo.  It reminded me that there is light within the darkness.   It’s hard to stay positive all the time and this reminded me there is no other option. #whathealsyourheart

This year I am participating in #captureyourgrief It was quite dark when I got up, and I couldn’t get any pictures I really liked. However on my ride to work just a bit after sunrise I took this photo. It reminded me that there is light within the darkness. It’s hard to stay positive all the time and this reminded me there is no other option. #whathealsyourheart